But a Nightmare

Life without you is not life
but a nightmare
A nightmare that eats
my skin little by little
A nightmare that pricks
my soul until I feel no more
Life is not life, without you

What makes me angry?

That spark i have for you, that smile you put on my face I never expected this to happen in the first place But i hate it when if i don't speak to you, i end up missing you, craving for that warmth you give me when you smile. Why did i complicated things? why do i hate you so much yet i love you deeplyYou can be everything to a person, but blink, and they'll be gone from your life. You were there, i blinked, you walked away with another person.What makes me angry? your able to pull on my heart strings.

Love

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

Revengeful Misery

Thy misery grows deep
How can this be and nothing great
The hatred of thy soul is wider than believed
No coming out nor coming close
Hurt thy and thou shall die
Die within thy heart and mind
Hate thy and thou shall be hated
Kill thy confidence and thy'll kill thou heart
Destruction is bliss
Thy destruction is greater than thou hate
Spite thy and thou shall depart from life

Need you

Flowers need sunshine,
violets need dew,
all angels in heaven know I need u.
years may fly,
tears may dry,
but my friendship with u will never die.

Friends Eternal

You're a true friend, that I want you to know,
Our love for each other has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times,
but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm.
You help me be different when I shouldn't conform.
You held my hand when you knew we would fall.
Every heartache, you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true.
When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.
And when it's all over, And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise, Of this I am sure,
When the time comes that we're put to our rest.
Be sure that you know that, My friend, you're the best.
And if there is Heaven, then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon I'll join you, but just know until then.
That I'll miss you each day 'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel, you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven, away from the night.
We'll be there together, and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand in hand On the streets paved of gold.

I'm Not Okay

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me outForget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okayI'm okay!I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay(Okay)

You Are in Love??

Huh? this is a tough one.....

Are you in-love with someone

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person.

But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them.

At that moment, you are in love

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh,

your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.

Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back,

to let you know of their safe arrival,your phone is quiet.

You are desperately waiting for the call!

At that moment, you are in love.

If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from

that special someone than other many long e-mails,

you are in love.When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the

messages in your answering machine because of one message

from that special someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets,

you wouldnot hesitate to think of that special someone.

Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend",

but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction.

At thatmoment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someoneappears in your mind,then u are in love with that person.