Disillusion

My love,
I am so glad that you are here.
You abandon her So that we can love each other
Forever...Look, I have lots of friends now!
Finally, I found the place
Where I truly belong.
This is the world
Where fantasy collides with reality...In this world
No one owns you
But me alone and only me.
I don't have to be lonely
Because I have everyone beside me.
I can see the young me
So happy and carefree
She is laughing so hard
And I can't see the pain
And I am so glad...Wait...what's happening?
My love, don't leave me!Don't go back to her side,
I thought we will love each other forever!
Don't go...please stay!
Where's everyone?
Why am I in this piercing solitude?
It's dark and cold
And I am all alone...Please help me...I'm so scared!
Young me please don't cry
Don't hide in the dark corner
Don't hate God for your lonely life.
You poor child
Please stop cutting your wrist!
Please don't leave me
In this kind of lonely place.
My heart is aching
Blood is flowing in my heart...
Take me out of this monochromatic world!
The painful reality
Is slowly pulling me out
Out of the fake reality
And this unbearable pain
Start to climb all over my body...I wish you are mine forever...

Masa Kat Kolej

PUDAR SATU NAMA

PUDARNYA SATU NAMA

Tiada bicara
Tiada kata-kata
Terurai sudah patri janji
Manis madah senyum tawa persona
Terpadam satu dunia dari lubuk jiwa
Manakan bisa
Mana lautan bara
Kecundang jua satria penglipur lara
Hanya mimpi mungkinkan tinggal mimpi
Yang pasti aku sendiri
Tetap begini
Rasa cinta ku pada mu
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu
Yang ku rindu hanya satu
Hangat sentuhan mu
Makin kelam detik dulu
Makin membuka ruang-ruang luka ku
Mana janji mana rindu mu
Tinggal aku
Pudar segala
Pudarnya satu nama
Aku berpaling moga kan berbahagia
Moga Tuhan merestui segala
Takkan ku sesal
Takkan ku sesal
Takkan ku kesal
Tiada..Rasa cinta ku pada mu
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu
Yang ku rindu hanya satu
Hangat sentuhan mu
Makin kelam detik itu
Makin membuka ruang-ruang luka ku
Mana janji mana rindu mu
Tinggal aku
Rasa cinta ku pada mu
Hanya Tuhan yang tahu
Yang ku rindu hanya satu
Hangat sentuhan mu
Makin kelam detik dulu
Makin membuka ruang-ruang luka ku
Mana janji mana rindu mu
Tinggal aku

My Friends

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